Of 2014.

So... I'm just done with spm like one week or more ago. My life seems to come to a standstill after that cause everything that I do before this I have to think of spm though I don't really read 24/7 but now I don't have to worry about spm anymore I don't have to worry about the chapters I haven't read yet etc etc and now other than sleep/eat/watch dramas and series I don't really know what to do lol. Guess I should really start doing something.

And at this very moment, I really miss travelling. Travel to places where I don't have to worry about anything where nobody knows me... where I don't have to... entertain people...

that strand of hair flying high 

And.... I graduated.! This is so happening. Time really flies huh. As much as I dislike school and exams, I'm still going to miss it. Thanks to everyone who had made these 5 years of my life so worthwhile.

last picture of everyone together and also the last day of us wearing school uniform

2014 has been really a year full of pain, sadness, and of course, including joy, happiness, and almost every kind of emotion you name it. Lost a lot, and gained a lot as well.

What else can I do other than missing you because now all I can and want to do is to to hold on to memories, and the love you gave me (and is giving me). I know you're watching out for me. You are always there for me.. right?


Everything seems to be okay, seems normal, seems alright but it's not like that at all...





I pray that God will guide me and lead me according to His will and that I will continue to be faithful and obedient unto Him and, hear His words.